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A) Adila Ameerul. Amirah. Anabel. Atikah. Atiqah. AidilAzmi.
D) DewiSutra. Deeyana. DannySanchi.
E) Elmo. Ellyana. EfaYoelitta.
F) Faiz. Faizlala. Fiqa. Faezah.
H) Hani. Hudzaifa. HussinKuaiKuai.
I) Indra. Irene. Isma. Izzatii.
J) Jannah. Jialing. Jazli.
K) KimPossible. Kila.
M) Mickie. Mimi. Mira. MyraMary. Mira Sherman. Mia.
L) Lala. Lilu. N) Nuri. Nisa.
U) Uddyno.
Q) Qeen. Qaniah.
R) Rabia. Rizal.
S) Sarah. SheihronMasam. Sheila. Shafiqah. Sufi. Suehaidah. Sonya. Shirahbeylo. SyafiqSunny.
W) Widad.
Y) Yanijulie. Yumie.
Z) Zakia. Zizie. Zulina.
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Basecodes: Karyan Inspiration: Speech Of Silence

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Fake smile

School was boring for me. CPA papers were confusing. It makes me go stressy. & oh ya, i forget about writting something put it in the suggestion box ! oh damn, shikin totally will kill me. Shikin Sorry ye. I forget lerrr. After taking the CPA papers, i played soccer for a while & suddenly there was a guy in car shouted my name, i thought this guy is going to sell me something or what. But when i come to the car, it was liza nyer kakak nyer tunang. hahas. He ask me what happened between me & liza, because he wasn't in singapore when we broke up. The conversation was like this.


Abang asri: Harry!

Harry: yek eleh, ingat kn saperr siaa. Biler alek Singapore?

Abang asri: haha, last week . Liza mane?

Harry: mane tahu sehh, harry da tk jage dierr siaa. Kereta baru nmpk.?

Abang asri: ingat kn harry nmpk liza tadi. Last week baru beli ni kereta. Aper jadi ko ngn liza ?
Harry: mane harry tahu. tanyer uhh dier, dier yg mintak break siaa.

Abang asri: okay, matair dier harii ni masok NS.

Harry: ey? hahaha, okay. Matair dier tk suke harry pe.

After that i asked rokok from him for my friends. hahahs.
i kind of miss liza. I dont know why. She's the girl who really understand me. The memories i had together with her will never be erased.

Yesterday, a girl confessed to me that she love me. My all HUFC teammates know this girl, cause she was ex HUFC cheerleader. & one of my teamates was her ex. If im not wrong, my teammate still has feelings for her. All i said to her was "Im not gonna be with you." Because i have no feelings for this girl, & if i do have the feelings for this girl, i will still not gonna be with her. She was my friend's ex. What will my friend think of me if im with her? I dont want because of this girl, i & him will not be talking in training or matches. All this while i realised that Friendships is more important than having a Relationships.


Im becoming the person that is easily give up now. I dont know why. Its hard for me to explain. Its difficult for me to trust someone now. In school, all i gave was a fake smile. With that fake smile, people think im okay. But they just dont know how i feel deep inside my heart.

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