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A) Adila Ameerul. Amirah. Anabel. Atikah. Atiqah. AidilAzmi.
D) DewiSutra. Deeyana. DannySanchi.
E) Elmo. Ellyana. EfaYoelitta.
F) Faiz. Faizlala. Fiqa. Faezah.
H) Hani. Hudzaifa. HussinKuaiKuai.
I) Indra. Irene. Isma. Izzatii.
J) Jannah. Jialing. Jazli.
K) KimPossible. Kila.
M) Mickie. Mimi. Mira. MyraMary. Mira Sherman. Mia.
L) Lala. Lilu. N) Nuri. Nisa.
U) Uddyno.
Q) Qeen. Qaniah.
R) Rabia. Rizal.
S) Sarah. SheihronMasam. Sheila. Shafiqah. Sufi. Suehaidah. Sonya. Shirahbeylo. SyafiqSunny.
W) Widad.
Y) Yanijulie. Yumie.
Z) Zakia. Zizie. Zulina.
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Sunday, July 26, 2009

Thanks to people who really understand me. Life is totally miserable to me NOW. I feel like theres no point of me living again. Yes some of my friends know about this. I really feel sad. Im crying while updating my blog. Cause of my illness. Theres some virus inside my body. Its not H1N1 or AIDs or whatever you think it is. This virus is like a Stroke but it just affect outside the brain & not in the brain. I cant play any sports & what about my soccer career. The worst thing is i dunno wheather it can cure or not & my aunt told me theres no medicine for this illness. Does it sound bad enough to you?

Thanks to someone accompanied me to the clinic. After went to the clinic, went to her house to watch Spore vs Liverpool with her parents. I put a fake smile while meeting her parents. Actually my heart was broken into pieces after what the doctor told me. Its hard for to drink , eat , see & talk. Right after the match ended went straight home and the first thing i do at home was punch the mirror in my room. Seriously you all dont even know how i feel right now after what the doctor had told me. The doctor gave me a letter for me to go to Changi Hospital. Im going there tomorrow. I dont know whose going to pay for the bill.









& to you, maybe thats the reason why we are not in the relationship yet. Its because of my illness & if you really think you wanna stop contacting with me because of my condition. Then its okay, i understand. Every girl want their boyfriend to be hot & cute , they wont want a guy in this condition right. But i trust you, i know you wont leave me. Being in a realtionship is just a status. All it matters is the love you have for that someone.

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