Im too bored right now & my heart were like asking myself to read your past at your blog. & i read, it really turn me down. seriously down. The way you treat him, the way you care for him, the way you love him was totally different than how u're giving me right now. you said at ur past was "
you told me you still love me, you still want me but you just need a bit of time to for get the past. the you'll get back to me! how long must i wait? huh? after a few months? im hurt , really bad !~ i just hope u would make up ur mind, soonn..." thats how you feel when you waited for him right. tried re-feel that feelings & feel how i feel waiting for you for almost 4months now. You cant even wait for him & you asking me to wait for you. Its almost 4months kay raudhah. ask yourself, have you been giving me all like how you've been giving to him? you said at ur past " i dont think i can find another guy as good as him." im surprised raudhah. seriously i am. Maybe im not good enough for you. now i asking you this.
how long must i wait? huh? after a few months? im hurt , really bad !~ i just hope u would make up ur mind, soonn

you know i need you.. but it seems hard for you to accept me.